My Poems/Thoughts

This page has my poems and thoughts. I thought it would be good to put this page up cuz it would let people know me better.

I will be putting my poem and thoughts on here soon. check updates to know when.

These two poems/thoughts are about my baby brother who just died. When you read them you will know how. Please don't ask to many question about him, it is still a touchy subject. Thank you.

Joshua Lee Jenkins

(Joshie)

1992 - 2005

He decided the pain in his Life was too much for him. So he took his mother’s gun, put it in his mouth, pulled the trigger and choose to leave us all hurt and with much pain. Weather he thought about this before or during this most horrible act no ones knows except him. Why, is the one and only question on all of our minds but we will never know, only he holds the that most precise secret. With him now gone he has left a sorrowful mother to live the rest of her life blaming herself. A brother and too sisters who will miss him more than he ever would have thought. But all of this doesn’t really mater, because everyday for the rest of our life’s we will never forget or stop loving him, even with the way he left us. Josh I hope you are finally happy were you are. I wish you were still here but I can’t change that you are gone forever now. But I want you to know I will always love you with all my heart and soul. Goodbye sweet young one, you will be missed.

Love You Always,

Your Sister Violet Moon

Joshie

Joshie, my precise Joshie, Only if you knew before for you did what you did , how much you would be missed, maybe you wouldn’t have done this. How I wish you were still here with me, in my life. Did you actually think we didn’t love or we wouldn’t miss you. Because if you did you were so wrong, we always loved you and we will still always love you and miss you. My little Joshie, you are now gone, gone forever, never to be with me again.

By: Violet Moon

To You on your Brithday

I want to give you a hug,

a kiss, say I love you.

I want to call you,

and wish you a happy brithday.

I want to wish,

I was there for your 13th Brithday.

I want to give you13 bithday spankings,

and a pinch to grow an inch

I want to give you,

so much for your brithday.

But I can't give you,

any of these things.

Not because I don't want,

to do these things.

Not because I don't have time,

or because I don't want to do them.

I can't do this,

because you are gone.

You left before I could do,

any of these things.

So I just want,

and Happy Birthday.

I may put poems of my friends and other peoples but only if they ask me to.

The Beauty of Two.

Deep in this dark soul,
The vampire in me waits.
I hold her off,
and praying for another day.
I remind her that the Goddess
has blessed her deeply.
For she can save a soul that
cares of her deeply.
She can have a life she dreams of.
She visits him everyday and
her dear love knows what she is.
For her dear Azrael is the same,
A vampire he is...
An Incubus.
A strong and beautiful being.
That can take control and
love her for her.

By my dear friend D. Fae